STATE OF MIND

confusion...
a state of mind wherein i can loose all my inhibitions...
thinking all day about certain matters in my life...
well, i have been confused all my life about lots of things.
there were many situations that i have been through
honestly, i have escaped from reality and never thought of things that would rather hurt me..
that's why i am really confused on how to deal with things...
self-help books can't really help and i cant really reach out to my friends... so..
i am really confused.. and i dont really know what to do..