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Monday, January 10, 2005

whatever

i was playing my guitar and i started to strum... i suddenly felt this feeling of putting all of my emotions in my music. I can't express my feelings because i really repress it because i dont like to hurt the people who surrounds me... I am so alone and I have no one to turn to.. I feel that no one understands what I am going through right now... So ill just be silent and just strum my guitar and let it feel the hatred, guilt and confusion that I am feeling right now. The walls in my room are the only witness on how much sorrow I am going through... and I hope that somehow, someone would remove all these feelings and I will be happy..

1 Comments:

  • At 4:59 AM, Blogger Bea Litao said…

    Crucial to the operation of the unconscious is "repression." According to Freud, people often experience thoughts and feelings that are so painful that people cannot bear them. Such thoughts and feelings—and associated memories—could not, Freud argued, be banished from the mind, but could be banished from consciousness. Thus they come to constitute the unconscious. Although Freud later attempted to find patterns of repression among his patients in order to derive a general model of the mind, he also observed that individual patients repress different things. Moreover, Freud observed that the process of repression is itself a non-conscious act (in other words, it did not occur through people willing away certain thoughts or feelings). Freud supposed that what people repressed was in part determined by their unconscious. In other words, the unconscious was for Freud both a cause and effect of repression.

    source: Sigmund Freud. Retrieved On: January 31, 2005. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sigmund_Freud

    PS: it means that you should let go of these feelings and thoughts that you keep to yourself because if you don't, they'll just keep on coming out to your unconscious actions. besides, if you tell someone these problems, why should they care? i mean, who are they to talk about you and who are you for them to talk about? it's as simple as that. so, if you tell them these problems, you'll be able to let go of your problems and stop thinking about them... thus, making you feel better about yourself and your conscious feelings and emotions. ;)

     

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